night shift and sore bits

I've just come home from my night shift, it was hard work, nights are hard work in general, they are much quieter than days, which mean people sit around more and CHAT! Oh I hate that word, chat. I have been feeling very anxious tonight, knowing that I'm hardly speakng to people but feeling I should be speaking to them, and getting frustrated when no words will come out. My head is just full of thought after negative thought about myself. Oh well, it was a boring night work wise, the negative thoughts tend to quell a bit when it is busier. I spent 10 minutes trying to wash a bit of muck from the end of a mans willy, then I noticed he had freckles all over his legs and I was in fact trying to scrub away a freckle :/
I have a gammy finger which has hindered my work as it is really sore. It is where I have bit the skin off the side of my finger and it has probably got some bug living in it now, probably MRSA, it is a bit pussy. I was half wishing it would get really really infected and give me blood poisoning, but then I thought if it got really sore and I had to stay off work I wouldn't be able to do anything that involved my right hand, and I would be a bit bored. Also sore are my boobies, they have been like this since Monday, only on the underneath, and the skin on the underneath is numb?!! If it is not related to having my period (no sign of period yet) do you think I should go to the doctors? WHo the hell I am asking that question to I don't know because I haven't even told anyone I have a blog so no buggar will be reading this. Well I think I will go to bed now, my hands are sore and dry as I have washed them so much in the night, intensive moisture required. I was gonna make a lasagne before I went to bed but cannot be arsed, must set my alarm clock for weight-watchers this evening.