mundane

Went to work after not much sleep at all. Was in house alone last night and was a bit spooked. Plus I've bought a smart price quilt from ASDA, I thought, well a quilt's a quilt so it doesn't matter if it's cheap, but it really is shit and disturbing my sleep, it's like sleeping with a peice of cardboard laid on top of me, so my head was a bit up my arse crack at work, though I managed not to kill anyone :D
Mum and dad picked me up after work to take me to B and Q for some plants and soil for my new lovely outside plantpot. I didn't really have much to say to mum and dad, I was being very quiet which I felt bad about. Mum looked sad today. I wanted to plant the pot up when I got back but I hadn't bought enough soil!
My life is sooo exciting :/ I should do some cleaning now but am f**ked, I'm goin to bed, then to weight watchers later, eek , I wonder if I'll get my silver 7.
I was gonna meet my friend tonight for a drink and she texted to ask me if i wanted to go out still, and I said ' up to you' and she said ' let's not bother'. So I am worry worry worrying, about why she doesn't want to bother, perhaps she doesn't want me anymore? Perhaps she feels uncomfortable in my company? Perhaps she is pissed off with my shilly shallying and inability to make a decision on whether I want to go out or not.. Oh dear.