Monday
Been really upset all day. Going a bit off my head. My boyfriend is really upset and doesn't know what to do with me anymore, he says he's going to have to finish it with me if things stay this way. I got him all worked up as I went straight to ASDA after work wihout contacting him to tell him where I was. He phoned his mum as he didn't know what to do, with my current state of mind he wondered what had happened to me as I usually always have a lift from him after a late shift if he is available. But I honestly got the impression he didn't give a shit where i went after work. Anyway, things are not good, the way i feel is tearing us apart, I need support, he can't give it, he can't cope, i can't cope.
I went to ASDA to get my chicken fillets to eat raw tonight, they are sat in the carrier bag just building up germs on them I am contemplating swallowing some raw but I don't think I can. Perhaps if I was drunk I might but I'm not drunk.
I started to walk home from ASDA along the canal, on the way I found a woman who looked about 50 odd, quite smartly dressed, but looked very rough in the face, sitting on the side of the tow path, on closer inspection she was covered in blood, from her nose I think, I asked her what had happened and she was just crying a bit. She smelled like she had drunk 2 bottles of whiskey. I didn't know what to do, leave her there? But it looked like she couldn't walk as she was so pissed and she might fall and hurt herself again. She was asking me to phone her a taxi and I told her she had to get on the main road to get a taxi - she wouldn't (couldn't ??) stand up so in the end I decided to phone the police, dunno if I did the right thing. I certainly wasn't going to pick her up etc. I think she realised I was phoning the police and staggered off, I thought she was going to end up in the canal, I tried to follow her then to make sure she didn't hurt herself, but got scared as she was being aggressive and just went back to where i'd come from to wait for my boyfriend who i'd phoned. Then the police phoned me back on my mobile asking why I had not waited for them, I hope I won't be in any trouble.
I went to ASDA to get my chicken fillets to eat raw tonight, they are sat in the carrier bag just building up germs on them I am contemplating swallowing some raw but I don't think I can. Perhaps if I was drunk I might but I'm not drunk.
I started to walk home from ASDA along the canal, on the way I found a woman who looked about 50 odd, quite smartly dressed, but looked very rough in the face, sitting on the side of the tow path, on closer inspection she was covered in blood, from her nose I think, I asked her what had happened and she was just crying a bit. She smelled like she had drunk 2 bottles of whiskey. I didn't know what to do, leave her there? But it looked like she couldn't walk as she was so pissed and she might fall and hurt herself again. She was asking me to phone her a taxi and I told her she had to get on the main road to get a taxi - she wouldn't (couldn't ??) stand up so in the end I decided to phone the police, dunno if I did the right thing. I certainly wasn't going to pick her up etc. I think she realised I was phoning the police and staggered off, I thought she was going to end up in the canal, I tried to follow her then to make sure she didn't hurt herself, but got scared as she was being aggressive and just went back to where i'd come from to wait for my boyfriend who i'd phoned. Then the police phoned me back on my mobile asking why I had not waited for them, I hope I won't be in any trouble.
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