Wednesday 8am

My god I'm so tired after my night shift- was gonna ride my bike home but instead got a lift from a friend. So my bike is still at the hospital. I can hardly walk let alone cycle all the way home! I'm really worried that I'm getting arthritis, my brother got it wen he was about my age. My ankles are hurting at present, and my hips hurt after I have walked a long way, my knees give me jip too. All the bones in my feet are aching this morning. Perhaps it is simply a case of too much weight on my legs :? or because I'm on my feet a lot. God they so need a rub. When I reach my goal weight my treat to myself will be to have a proper massage. oh I'd love a foot massage or back and neck massage. I was gonna treat myself to a nice meal when i reach my goal weight but have decided to stop rewarding myself with food. I also want to have my tragus peirced, but have felt previously I don't deserve to adorn my ugly self with body jewellry, I always felt it would look stupid, but I may reward myself with that too.